ThIs MaY bE oUr LaSt ChAnCe...

after some time...

2010-04-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

after some time... I finally make up my mind... she is the girl... and I really want to make her mine... nah... not gonna happen... I can't kick ass... haha... well hope shes doing well now... hai... if only she's just some simple gal... guess I'm too simple minded...

work work work... why can't I just be a peon and just do simple work... with no power comes no responsibility... I want no power!!!

Time flies...

2010-04-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

hello everybody... actually I think there's nobody... I'm going to blog again :) yeah cause since no one reads I can blog whatever I want...

Firstly... my love life... I had two very very short relationships and many many dan liansss... so now one of my previous dan lian is back in my life and I don't know how I should react this time round... on one hand I think I'm falling in love with her again... on the other hand I'm telling myself not to do so... and today I'm kind of sad because she said this in her blog... "I keep meeting the wrong kind of guys... or those who actually have hearts of gold but simply no chemistry"... I mean I'm nice to her cause I like her la but i think this is gonna be like any other times I dan lian and I'm seriously abit sian liao... so what I intend to do is this... give her something that I've bought for her and tell her I think I like her... hahaha simple as that but simply sux... cause I'm gonna be rejected and yes I will have to move on with life again...

Then work is especially sucky now cause it's office politics politics politics... can't everyone just get a life and do their work and live life... we are going to die one day whether we like it or not so wth is with all these office politics man... the worse part is I'm part of it... seriously sucky...

Other than that it's all boring boring boring and boring life...

neglected... neglected...

2007-03-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

guess I’m as neglected as my blog… well well so I shall at least not neglect my blog… and friends… hmm guess people can only be friends if they need each other in some place at some time… so even the best of friends can become strangers if they are together in the wrong place at the wrong time… have I changed??? I seriously wonder… changed for the worst??? hmm… I thought I always hold others in the first place as compared to myself… well I guess when I do try to bring myself before everyone I’ve changed for the worst… becoming more selfish… becoming more self centered… as much as I tried to satisfy everyone I end up satisfying no one… not even myself… or is it that I was a much better person then because I care much more for others… and now that I’ve decided to care a bit more for myself I end up not satisfying the needs of others… and I think there’s really no one in this world who understands me… kind of sad but true… how many people actually come to me when I need them… hmm maybe it’s my fault too… trying to put on a strong front… but that’s really because I don’t feel that bad… so when I’m told that I’m negatively affected by my emotional attachments… I thought I’m not… but maybe I am and I really don’t know… many things had happen… especially a major one… and I can’t say I’m not at all affected by it… but then when I say I’m not… am I lying to myself??? hmm… I guess maybe my mentality did change a lot within this year… that I learn to take things the easy way… and that people come to you when they do need something… and when they are done they just leave… way of life isn’t it… and am I really getting very unpc??? hmm hmm hmm… I guess so… but then again… this is me I must say so too bad…

CK's Theorem...

2006-10-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

There’s always a time for everything… so now it’s time to blog :) yeah no time never crap around liao… I have a theory… with every little thing beneficial to mankind u up ur luck by a little… haha can’t say I’ve been doing lots of good things la… but this week there’s more output than input for me la… so my luck should rise right… haha then hor I did got a little pleasant surprise for one of my modules la… so I thought oh my that will use up a lot of my luck… haha then I got do some goods again la… in hope to compensate for the lost of my luck… but then I guess can’t add much within a short time… haha so I don’t do well for one of my module test… haha abit sad la cause all questions I do never come out… but then those I never do came out… in one sentence… I got no luck man… so I was grumbling abit when I’m going home la… thinking it’s damn hard to up luck but so easy to use luck la… haha then thinking that my luck is all gone for now… I pick up 10 bucks from my void deck… waited five minutes no one come claim… haha so just when I think my luck is down… I’m lucky enough to pick up 10 bucks… what does it say man what does it say… maybe one thing… life is never how u expect it to be… that’s life… haha so most of the disappointment gone with my little “reward” la… haha okie okie I’m not the best guy in the world to return it to the police station… and I’m the easiest guy to be contented with life… haha anyway more tests to come la so I guess my luck really used up for now liao la… but I will try my best to do good to society… try la… haha

Jie Lun 依然范特西... CK 依然 cmi...

2006-08-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

Omg… Jie Lun 依然范特西特… haha got his latest mv here… 千里之外… okie I guess I really must start supporting him by buying his album liao… I mean how can a guy who must have the same chinese theme in every album manage to deliver it each time… haha ya ya I know I’m biased but who cares… and with 费玉清… haha okie I admit I think it’s quite gay too but nevermind la this century gay’s the in thing… haha and Mr 费's voice really very nice leh… maybe I’m old enough to appreciate him… so it’s a nice song… really hope the rest are good too… just maintain his standard then I’ll have another year of Jie Lun’s lyrics to memorize liao… haha… so that’s for the song… eyeshield 21 is ever controlling my mood with its chapters and anytime devilbats lose I’m gonna be damn sian too… so please no slam dunk ending k… just go on and win like every one expect the story to be… just don’t lose… well school life sux… even though I try to live it like how I did last sem I guess I can never go back to that me last sem liao… hai… but then again that’s life right… got to live it even if u don’t like it… so try la… now life’s really pretty sian with two of my bros very busy one with studies the other one with love… so no one to spend with me on sats and suns… got to live with that too… anymore things to complain… hmm… okie someone is still on my mind now and I can’t control it… everything around me seems to be able to connect with someone… yes I know I must let go but ya another cruel truth too… that it’s just not easy… ya and I’m not suppose to complain about it here cause inevitably someone might know and I don’t know how someone will think… sorry but bo bian la… hai… guess that’s the reason why I’m half gal (haha with regards to that I’ve my nice good friend to thank for letting me do a survey to know that I’m half guy and half gal… but it’s the thinking okie don’t think too much haha no gay in the making)… I don’t know on one hand I want attention but on the other I don’t want people to know too much then shower me with attention… irony of life… haha ya but I guess it’s for tonight only la… and maybe tomorrow and after that I should be fine again… bo bian too cause school starts again with the addition of tutorials… Oh ya totally into southpark now and I realize that my character fits the guy who Satan was in love with… Chris… haha for whoever understand u will understand why I laugh too… So when Mr Satan refers dear Chris as pussy I guess I’m one too… haha but mei ban fa I’m like that I guess… so no expectation from anyone who has an expectation on me… haha I guess I will just live to die in this world… Oh and I rent another hongkong drama liao… “hard to be a woman”’s the title…but then no la it’s for guys too… I weekly also got mention… quite nice… haha another of those cmi guys whom I never look upon but now I’ve hesitation being the ever nice guy in the show too… haha guess that’s so not realistic in real life… but I guess it’s quite nice a show to watch too bah… so for friends who want np np the necessary stuffs will be done and u can watch too :)… wow I manage to write so much… haha if only I can do so for my tutorials… but then again what’s the point… haha deliberately voicing my opinion in class… that’s so not me but yet I’m doing it for the sake of marks… okie add on I’ll live to be manipulated and die when useless in this world… haha… okie la finish my thoughts liao so anyone who read this now plz shower me with c and c cause I need it now… haha but then again won’t happen ;p… okie take care everyone… someone… me… oh oh of course got the lyrics la no worries haha if that’s what u are waiting for…

千里之外

詞：方文山曲：周杰倫

屋簷如懸崖風鈴如滄海我等燕歸來

時間被安排演一場意外妳悄然走開

故事在城外濃霧散不開看不清對白

妳聽不出來風聲不存在是我在感慨

夢醒來是誰在窗台把結局打開

那薄如蟬翼的未來經不起誰來拆

我送妳離開千里之外妳無聲黑白

沉默年代或許不該太遙遠的相愛

我送妳離開天涯之外妳是否還在

琴聲何來生死難猜用一生去等待

聞淚聲入林尋梨花白只得一行青苔

天在山之外雨落花台我兩鬢斑白

聞淚聲入林尋梨花白只得一行青苔

天在山之外雨落花台我等妳來

一身琉璃白透明著塵埃妳無瑕的愛

妳從雨中來詩化了悲哀我淋濕現在

芙蓉水面採船行影猶在妳卻不回來

被歲月覆蓋妳說的花開過去成空白

夢醒來是誰在窗台把結局打開

那薄如蟬翼的未來經不起誰來拆

我送妳離開千里之外妳無聲黑白

沉默年代或許不該太遙遠的相愛

我送妳離開天涯之外妳是否還在

琴聲何來生死難猜用一生去等待

Hope The Day Before The Day After Tomorrow Never Comes...

2006-08-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

And so it’s over… the long holiday… and tomorrow it’s back to studies whether we like it or not… and the rat race is on… well AAR for this holiday… learn that some things are just not easy to let go… but then again I guess time is definitely a reagent that will aid in doing so… so I will be fine… and I sure hope that someone is doing fine as well… school work will be one too… seeing the heavy work load ahead kinds of freaks me out a bit… but then again I don’t think that is too hard an obstacle to cross… after all I have leeway for my cap so it’s okay to drop a bit bah… haha… and I won’t be seeing my friends as usual as last sem but nevertheless keep in touch k… msn… sms… phone call… skype… these are all the means that can reach me… and I got PSP (okay I am showing off) haha so feel free to bug me for it okay… and to all the new friends that I will be meeting… hope we can get along well bah… just don’t back stab me can liao… cause never happen before and so don’t wish for it to happen… but there’s always a first time… haha… so can let me have the honor of doing so??? Anyway Jie Lun’s album on it’s way… so yeah!!! it better be good… okay okay FIR and Tao Ji Ji’s fans out there their albums are not bad as well… so farewell my holiday… been a great one with ups and downs… the upcoming dec one surely cannot match up to you… I guess I have till next year for another similar one liao… haha of course minus the downs and top up with ups la… I guess that will be all… take care everyone… someone… me… :)

Endless Story...

2006-08-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

Well I realise that using songs to express my mood is better than using my lousy angmoh... haha somemore people can enjoy a nice song too... endless story is the song found in the nana movie... well it's a nice show dear friends out there... so enjoy before the holiday ends and it's back to studies...

Love Paradise...

2006-07-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

From someone to someone... and all my friends... cause this song is nice... haha work's finally going to be over and I'm gonna stay at home and rot from Monday onwards... these three months have been kind of dreamy for me... many things happened both happiness or sorrow... but I kind of like grow up abit nevertheless... back to school... both old friends... and new faces... but I guess u all will be seeing the same old me... so enjoy the rest of the holidays bah for my fellow friends... sian diao... holidays are never long enough... and take care that someone in my life... u are not just anyone... but someone... don't understand... nevermind...

勇气...

2006-07-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

胡思乱想...

2006-07-04T09:29:00.000+08:00

Yup been thinking about something the whole of last night and I guess this song really quite 贴切. Anyway I guess that is only for last night... cause I’ve straighten my thoughts… didn’t take too long I guess… anyway a new day today… got to wake up early to do chores but now that It’s done I’m free to blog since I guess it’s very much neglected now… but then again what can I blog about… lots of things which I can’t say here… so they will remain in me I guess… and I don’t want to write any sad events here cause will only worry my friends… happy moments then… but I guess I’m not in the right mood to write that now… haha I guess this is the crappiest blog entry cause I’ve got nothing to write… okie then… fullstop :)

独唱情歌...

2006-06-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Haha recommended by my friend… only for singles (see the title)… so pathetic… haha… and here is the lyrics… for crazy people like me who memorize lyrics…

tank:下弦月星满天像谁泪涟涟一阵风一首歌摇晃思念只恨年少爱逞强为小事轻言离别

selina:在春天过冬天张眼睛冬眠一颗心一种病不停落叶旧情怎么那么长打了绕了几千结

合:有没有一把剑可以真斩了藕断丝连有没有一条线能缝扯散了缘

合:独唱情歌最苦涩逃不了的折磨当生死相许说出口别后悬念依旧

合:独唱情歌最苦涩管不住的离愁赶下眉头又上心头我好想再暖和你手

tank:下弦月星满天像谁泪涟涟她微笑她捧花都看不见我只听着你从前捧着声张的誓言

selina:在春天过冬天张眼睛冬眠看倔强带幸福越走越远有时不愿让一点最后却失去一切

selina:我站在柳絮扎眼寂寞胡同谁在弄堂忽然沉默泪流

Work work work...

2006-06-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

Maybe an update for my long neglected blog… haha reason being I’m working and thus there’s not much time to blog during the holidays… how ironic… anyway been working nowadays selling xbox, xbox360, ps2, psp, gba original games + console at metro… not a tough job physically… but then kind of a boring daily routine job… meet many friends there… being fellow promoters… realizing I’m the oldest there all the time (not counting the perm staffs)… anyway I’m in the kids department haha which really makes me older than most of the people there… nice people we have there… but then they come and go… kind of reflects the people in my life… kind of sad cause we won’t really get to see or meet each other after we leave metro… and freshman orientation camp coming up… didn’t really had a good one last year myself and therefore whatever I don’t like then I won’t force upon the freshies now :) haha and I don’t really expect much to come out from it… just a time to catch up with uni friends and then it’s back to work… Oh Oh I’m kind of happy for one of my friend for he is able to find true love… haha yeah! But then that will mean one less member in the singles gang liao… haha my colleague at work say that I don’t have the face of a person who is in a relationship when I told her I’m single… wth… haha have only my parents to blame for that… maybe a little on my part for the pimples on my face… anyway all the best for him la… don’t want him in the singles gang anyway… so I guess that’s all till maybe after foc…

thanks thanks...

2006-05-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

Totally into google earth...

That's me in the pix with my two bros...

Today is just another Tuesday for most people… and a more special day for me… firstly no thanks to my two bros for waking me up early in the morning… but many thanks for them making the effort to forgo their precious sleep just to pay me a visit… and even more thanks for them remembering this special day of mine… not to forget the many others more who do remember… thanks to u all too… so I did have an enjoyable morning at Mac… Yes Mac… I do visit Mac for their hotcakes meal even though I don’t eat fried food… also I had an enjoyable noon with them in my room… so sorry for the boredom of my room… seriously there’s nothing much about my room that’s enjoyable… except maybe my bed… haha yes after a while they become so sian that they actually feel sleepy :) then guess what… they actually play google earth… haha so fei man… but really a million thanks for their stunting appearance… although it’s more jin xia then jin xi… next up I shall spend my afternoon with my other bro… and maybe night with don’t know who la… haha but I’m fine with surprises :)

Why is there a need for a title always...

2006-05-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

060506 – the fourth day I finish exam… omg life sux man… when I’m having exam I’m like omg study sux must play play as much as possible after the exams… but when exams’ over I’m like omg nothing to do! haha no motivation to play games… no motivation to surf net… simply no motivation at all… went out on Thursday for my job briefing and haha I’m late… die die kanna complained by the staff there… hai… guess tomorrow I’ll have to make sure I’m there on time… then went shopping alone… seriously what’s with all the big big shops in suntec and marina and city link when all the things they’re selling are the same… and they just make the place bigger and more tiring to shop… and I just can’t find the thing I want… but at a wu lu place like Westmall I found what I thought is hard to find… haha but the problem is that I don’t really want to find that item… now that it’s in my room I seriously don’t know if I should give it to the intended recipient… should I or should I not… that is the question… but most prob it’s gonna end up rotting in my room… haha anyway today I went ice skating… seriously never fell down as many times in my life as compared to the number of times I fell down there… the kids there skate like no one’s business… but why can’t they just not skate in front of me then make me panic and fell… haha but nevermind la was quite fun minus the part where I have to shop around with my wetted pants… recommended for people who has never been embarrassed before… I’m laughed at by all my friends… haha then tomorrow is another boring day in town… why do anyone like to go town in the first place… pardon me for I’m the sua gu person from marsiling… but then please do not I repeat do not go shopping at robinson during the great Singapore sales… cause I’ll be there working as a cashier… unless u seriously want to make me paiseh… I’m given black clothes + black pants + black shoes… what they think men in black ah… haha somemore I’m so dark liao… I think I’m gonna look crappy… haha… Oh yaya must say this… I also never spend so much money within a week… 89 dollars for guildwars faction… 40 dollars on black pants…20 dollars on the mysterious item… eat outside cost me another 50 bucks… scary 200 bucks liao… in a week… try not to date me for next week okie… haha as if I’ll get any… okie okie fifth day exam over nothing better to do day coming up…

Where's my break...

2006-04-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hai… exams still on going… time crawls… funny right cause everyone’s like spending every precious min before the exams to try to remember as many things as possible… trying to their last breath to do all they can to score the module… nah… not my cup of tea… haha… so stupid… just did the computing exam yesterday… so wu liao… went through sixty MCQs in two hours… and throughout the whole course… the only computer I did had a hands-on on is my own… rushing through the reports… hello this is a computing module??? why am I writing thousands of words… like I’m doing GP essays??? and why do I have to care about Information systems??? mind you this is an “introduction to computing” course… okie I’m just grumbling since this module is way off what I had expected it to be… and on Thursday… econs… aiyoh who cares about the economy as long as I get progress package every year… typical Singaporean here… legal… shouldn’t our lecturer be teaching us on ways we can siam being sued when we doing business??? now I only know what I cannot do… but still no idea how to go about committing crime without getting caught… but I guess that’s hard to do… see D_ _ _ _ (I don’t want to get sued)… haha… kanna condemned to the core of the earth liao… and he was a lawyer… stupid never ensure that he cover his backside before he eat money… tr… haha really wondering if I will ever become an entrepreneur… so all in all this sem is fei… haha seriously fei… waste half a year don’t know for what… but then again… if I’m not studying then what will I be doing... okie maybe even more fei… so the only well spent time during this sem is when I’m with my friends… be it laughing at them or with them… haha… and I already foresee myself rotting during the holidays… must find work… money not enough… everyone’s going overseas… may I bring your attention to a guy’s birthday who is coming real soon??? and I’m sure he don’t mind gifts from abroad… haha okie back to mugging… or sleeping…

Fly away... If only I could...

2006-04-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today is to me just another day to mug for exams… and I never expect to find it interesting… but that’s the interesting thing in life… cause you never know what will happen the next moment… at least not totally… I’m getting a manga that is released yesterday… a detective manga to be exact… I always have a liking for this type of manga… cause it involves suspense… but today I’m marveled by this particular one… the plot involved is ingenious… at least for me I guess… since I’m not one with a very smart brain… and it leaves me thinking about the type of “studies” I’m doing for my exams… a million days of such studies will still not trigger me to come out with such plots… so what am I gonna achieve by mugging like mad… but then… a cert is still a “prove” of one’s “smartness” in the Lion City, so I’ve got no choice but to follow and try my best to make sure I get my hands on one… but then what’s after that I don’t really know… Earn lots of money in exchange of countless time and effort??? Enjoy life in expense of all the un-enjoyable life that one goes through to achieve that??? Sometimes I really don’t know what I’m living for… nope it’s not due to exam stress that I’m thinking like this… had this thought long long time ago… it’s just maybe because I can’t get excited over this game that human creates… one where human tries to climb on top of one another… fall… and when finally reached the top… only to release that “a mountain is higher that the other”… abiding to the “rights” that human has set… oh my… I’m drifting so far away… haha such mixed feelings within a day… but I sincerely thank the author for providing me with such great entertainment… (maybe not entertaining in the eyes of others since it’s eventually a story about murders and deaths)… okie dinner time and time to mug… oh gosh… I’m back to reality…

Kiss Me Goodbye...

2006-04-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

OMG… Final Fantasy 12 Theme song is out!!! Kiss me goodbye by Angela Aki… love all the final fantasy series songs… from eyes on me (ff8) to melodies of life (ff9) to suteki da ne (ff10)… welcome to the big family of wonderful songs… kiss me goodbye (ff12)… and the lady is chio too… haha anyway thanks again to www.youtube.com for the full version of this song… enjoy enjoy all ff fans out there…

Guys <> Gals <> Gays...

2006-04-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

I guess I’ll just blog before I head back to mug… anyway the midi was “Liang Zhu” if anyone is really interested to know… and the show is regarding “Liang Shan Bo and Zhu Ying Tai”… anyway I’ve upgraded my midis to rm liao… I’m just putting the song here for the pleasure of all those who visit my blog… for those who like this song… plz proceed to the nearest CD store… Jie Lun’s album is still readily available… and pardon the sudden break in the song… it’s a SONG… so don’t expect too much okie… anyway this song is as requested by my brokeback bro… Okie just recently I’ve realized that the term brokeback can no longer be used on us… cause someone deserves the title more than we do… and I love his saying… “if there are 34 gays around… that means 68 gals are available…” hurray to gays… as long as u love each other who cares… and I shall find my gal I hope… haha anyway jia you to all those mugging… holidays’ up next… go go go… :)

Mug mug mug...

2006-04-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

Realized that I’ve not been updating my midi (although I’ve received feedbacks on how noisy my midis are)… but I don’t care cause I shuang whenever there’s music on my site… anyway I’ve updated it liao… do lower your volume cause there’s a sudden increase in the amplitude of the midi… anyone want to guess the actual song… youngsters may not know this song… haha so I think I shall release the song title the next time I blog… but this song has a beautiful story behind it… although a very very sad one too… hai… anyway exams coming leh… dear muggers… do not hesitate to step on others to climb to the top of the NUS Cap Score Chart… no worries I will support a lot of you all by allowing you all to step on me… and I apologize to the unfortunate ones whom I’m gonna step on… so mug mug mug all your students out there… and all the best…

There's something about CK...

2006-04-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

Yes… finally got time to update my blog liao… so… today I shall talk about myself… for people who read my blog to know about me… for my friends to know more about me… haha if you are not interested to know me why bother reading my blog… jk jk… my purpose here is to let my friends know the real me… cause I will not behave the same way I am in front of hi-bye friends as compared to whom I consider friends… well I think my actions are more politically correct when I’m with my hi-bye friends… not saying anything wrong… no nonsense… but when u are lucky / or unlucky to upgrade to being my friend… that’s when I show my true colors…

I’m a loud person… everyone who knows me will never disagree… actually that’s because I’m born with a loud voice… my parent’s fault not mine… so me whispering is equivalent to you talking… so telling me to soften down is like telling me to shut up…

I’m talkative… yes I can go on and on and on and on about anything and everything under the sun… to the extent that not many can withstand this and many fall out halfway… the only way you can make me stop talking is when I can tell you are very pissed with me…

And that brings me to the point that I’m slow… very slow… I don’t know if you are feeling good… bad… sad… sian… irritated… annoyed… or whatsoever… until you tell me that you are… last time I will still go on with my nonsense… but now I’ve learnt to shut up liao…

I tease my friends (and I think this is the worst part of me)… either I will tease my friends whom I talk to… or I’ll tease my other friends behind their back… people recognize this as bitching… but I normally state the facts… just that I add lots of spices in it… haha… ya as I say this is the worst part of me… not many friends can take it… I’m actually looking for friends who tease me back… because that’s where the fun is… but then again… my friends are too nice to me… hai…

Actually there are lots and lots of bad points about me la… countless… I’m just stating some of the obvious ones… so conclusion… don’t talk to me too much… kindly decline any of my offers to do anything… and don’t do anything for me too… unless you are willing to be my friend… don’t worry I will not feel sad… cause this means that you are just not at my frequency… I can’t expect everyone to like me... however… if you shall be deemed as my friend… then good luck to you… jk jk… please try to forgive me for all my misdeeds… I’m seriously not talking seriously when with you all… and falling out halfway is a bit more hard on me… thus I always try to prevent that… but then again if you can’t stand me then ya sadly we can’t be better friends as I thought we could… but then I will not pester you one… no worries… I’m irritating but I don’t think I want to be a pest…

And don’t try to tell me to change… sorry I can’t… changing ck will make me no longer the ck I am… like I say if you can’t accept me for who I am then go ahead and find those who can click with you bah… no hard feelings though… haha so I’m sure many people are dying to write more bad points about me… just put in comments bah… if you nothing better to do… haha… but lastly I’ll like to thank all my friends here for still being my friends…

Lucky...

2006-03-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

240306: Finals for Stardust… Never have I had a better laugh for a while… well maybe annoying many others in the process… well I guess I can only apologize… oh and before I continue… anyone here don’t understand English??? Catch the joke??? Haha got the Chinese version off the MC of Stardust… a pretty lady who can any time kill me with her ang moh… but Chinese wise… need to work harder lady ;p… sadly my fav didn’t make it to the top three… but still I voted for her :) Sorry dad I know u will win even without my vote… but it was a fun night…

240306 – 250306: Scary… So many projects due soon… yet I sleep most of my time away… guess I’m on hibernation mode… but then I’ve tried what I can and I have no regrets… didn’t manage to complete everything… but still manage to do something…

260306: Great day… Legal group project is “mission accomplished”… got a good grade for legal individual project… Oh ya regarding this… sorry to all my friends if I say or do anything wrong… u know when I get better grades I don’t really know how to react in front of my friends who didn’t fare as well… saying that I’m good makes me a hao lian person… saying that I’m lucky makes me a xu wei guy… not saying anything makes me a dao person… haha I’m gonna die anyway… just know that I’m those who gets good results once in a blue moon… so I’m happy when I do… at least there’s a higher chance of getting my targeted 3.5 cap score yet again :) Also I didn’t do as bad as I thought for computing individual project… got a B… lucky me… so in all today is a good day… die… means that I’ve used up too much luck already… give me some of your luck for OM presentation tomorrow okie??? Gonna get screwed by my tutor tomorrow liao… Well that’s all for the night… Computing group project due Thursday and I’ve just started… die yet again…

3 Peace...

2006-03-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

Well… after one and a half days of cold war… the war has ended with me proposing a peace treaty and him accepting it… and peace is restored… well don’t really want this to happen too often so I guess I will have to do some AAR myself…

Life… oh life…

2006-03-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

Life is really unpredictable… I have a complete 180 degrees change in mood on the same day… and within the same hour… seriously crappy… now I’m seriously sian… sad… maybe it’s just me… but why me??? Seriously I’m just doing my daily routine… going to school at 3… sitting at my usual place… being my usual self… doing the same things I do to my friends every time I see them… but then today I’m greeted with scenarios I’ve never expected… my friend’s pissed by my usual attitude towards him… pissed by me making fun of him… and to a certain extent pissing me off… firstly if u are looking for a friend who will know when u are angry… joke with u only when u feel like it… talking serious with u when u want to be serious… I’m sorry but I can’t… cause me being me… I will only irritate u more when u are irritated… joke with u even if u are seriously in no mood to joke… and u have to tell me when u are moody… cause only then will I shut up… but hey… not saying anything and just telling me to shut up all of a sudden do and seriously pissed me off… and u ignoring me after that seriously hurts me a lot… especially when it comes from a friend… hello… I’m not a person whom u think u can throw your temper at and will still treat as though nothing has happened… knowing u I don’t expect any apology or anything at all… I know u are frustrated over something… I know u don’t like me not treating u seriously at that moment… but hello… I’m just being my usual self… I’m not like throwing my temper at u or something… and if u can’t take it just let me know… oh ya u did right by telling me to shut up… at other times I will never take ur words seriously but then I do… hello… I’m ur friend if u realize… I don’t mind u telling me to do things… I don’t mind doing things for u… but I can’t do everything exactly how u want me to… and I think I’ve done my best doing what I can do… I still do what you want me to do… I try to talk to you… but you ignoring me yet again is seriously saddening me… so please do not blame me if I treat u no longer as I normally will cause I don’t want another of this incident to happen again… and to do so I have to be cautious with what I say… and I seriously hate it that way… when I’m talking to friends… In any case this in only my part of the story… you have ur own version and I believe I must have been a scum in urs… well I guess this is life... anyway to let u know I’m just letting out steam here and nothing personal… I always try to dui shi bu dui ren…

To my friends who always believe that I’m good… nah now u know I’m not… sorry to disappoint u but then again I’m just a mere mortal… hai… and I guess the worst part of me is that I’m very po po ma ma... or you ruo gua duan… and I keep thinking of things that are unhappy… anyway anyone kind enough to cheer me up abit??? Just kidding… everyone has his/her own problems… and I don’t want my mood to affect anyone else except me... ya but please all my dear friends… please please please tell me that u are unhappy… moody… don’t want to talk… then I will say and do the politically right things so as not to fan u further… is that a promise??? Thank you very much…

Who is that girl I see...

2006-03-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

YaHa... thanks to dear mum jill I finally got a picture of my fav gal in stardust... she's in the finals!!! must go down and support liao... anyway here's a picture of her (please do not sue me I'm not a stalker)... support support... jia you...

Who I am...

2006-03-11T12:16:00.000+08:00

Okie okie no more final fantasy series midis… my friend’s complaining why I only put midis from this series… Okie I have changed the midi to one from another series… the Gundam Seed Destiny Series… Thanks to http://www.alphatrance.com/0engine/music/anime/ for providing the midi version of one of my favorite songs in GSD…

And yesterday I had a great time attending the stardust competition in NUS… friends who’s there with me will know why… Sorry Weizheng you sang well but someone else steal your limelight… Sadly I can’t find a nice midi of Mulan’s Reflection… ahhh… guess you can’t always get what you want… luckily there’s http://www.youtube.com/ to satisfy my needs… for those who want to view... let it load first... when my midi ends then the loading will finish and you can enjoy the song... cause i really do :P

Cheers…

Soothing to the ears…

2006-03-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

To all those who bother to visit my blog once in a while… I guess the best I can do is hope that you are entertained… and so midis are put up on my blog for your pleasure… Well I will be updating the midis regularly so that you won’t have to listen to the same music for years :) … So sit back relax and enjoy the music shall you ever chance upon my site :) … and I also want to thank http://www.ffshrine.org/ for all the very nice final fantasy series midis that you have…

Where I belong...

2006-03-06T10:33:00.000+08:00

Well even a boring guy needs to have a place to rot... Haha so here's where I spend most of time on Earth... Normally in front of the computer... Notice the book shelf filled with books... YaHa... those are all my mangas... So that's all for my room I guess...

The year of the dog...

2006-03-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Ya ha... and right here in my blog is the infamous Cerberus from Eyeshield 21... Fear him... For he's one hungry hell of a dog...

I'm back...

2006-03-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

It has been 17 months since I last post anything on my blog... Wow time really flies... So what makes me want to blog now??? Well maybe I’m seriously bo liao now... And I'm having a break from the irritating, seriously wu liao legal individual project… And maybe I shall use my blog to promote some very nice anime and manga for all those people out there who share my interest… Well if there’s anyone who’s gonna read my blog in the first place… So here’s one hot manga + anime that is currently available now… Eyeshield 21… It’s about American Football… Yes… Hard bumming and too fast too furious actions together with humor makes this anime + manga a must watch + must read… And my favorite characters from the series… Nah not the main lead… Everyone loves the main lead… Everyone wants to be the main lead… But I’ll settle for the sidekicks… Suits me better… and they are the Huh Huh Brothers… I don’t know about you people out there… But I’m seriously laughing like mad whenever these jokers appear in the anime + manga… Well the anime is not available in Singapore unless you get through illegal means… You can get an idea of what it is about by searching for Eyeshield 21 in www.youtube.com. As for the manga I suggest going for Tongli version instead of the Chuangyi version as the release for the Tongli version is much faster (and better quality in my opinion)… Ok back to work…

2004-10-04T14:36:00.000+08:00

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